Can you feel me shivering ?

Damn, i dont know why but there’s a fear living in me now. Perhaps im afraid of my results for N’s. And on the same day of getting back my results, Im supposed to go for my dental appointment for extracting my teeth if needed.
I effing want to change my so-damn-lousy camera to a better one. On the other hand, if i didnt do well for my paper( i just wana go to the next level!) i doubt i deserve it :/
And working isnt easy, i think im sensible to say now that i rather study my ass out then to work my days away.
I pray that god will bring me through this fear, and also hope that he will bless me and the N’s peeps. God Bless Us,
I think the idea of going to Genting now is a good one because everyone seems to be in their down mood or at least have something that makes them feel :s Now its a real thrill for us to get chill and forget about all the troubles.
Of course for me, not forgetting the dearest living in S’pore. The one that got so affected weeks ago because i wont be around. Lovelove la kay, be back real soon.
Okay, off i go to be wild with the gorilla/